Anonymous, Age 23

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Story Submission by Anonymous, Age 23

Anxiety: something every teenager is sometimes too proud to admit to; too stubborn to find help for.

It began for me after a few things went wrong early on. While I didn’t feel as though I was depressed, it felt like I was under constant pressure; like I was in the ocean at night and I could see no light.

Often I would get so worked up I’d have trouble breathing. So I began driving and that’s when my love affair with cars took off. I felt as though I had finally found some kind of comfort, but that feeling soon faded away. Once again I felt like a robot.

At one point I considered throwing my car into a tree.

Months of alcohol abuse and other bad habits later, I began to build something I’d never fall out of love with. I still do feel a sense of emptiness, often longing for something, but when I do I fire up my car and my problems wash away. I put it into gear and my mind goes blank. It comes onto boost and my childhood comes back.

This car has brought me hope.


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